I am... FREEZING

I have spent the past two days online buying jackets and pants galore because it is officially fall and I am officially freezing.

During my online shopping expeditions, I started to self reflect on life. I found it so profound that each season is so different. Now I am sure that there is a long scientific reason as to why that is, but I am not Einstein and so I keep it surface level.

Here is what I discovered: As I have gotten older (middle-aged people can roll your eyes now because, yes, I am only 20) I have realized that life is nothing but a bunch of seasons changing. I am sure it will continue for the rest of my life, but it seems that seasons in my life are changing really fast. I try to keep my eyes and heart open to change, but change is scary. I don't know if it is just me, but the idea of the things that are a part of me changing is scary. So I am learning about opening my eyes and enjoying life as it is now because I know it won't be this sweet and savory forever.

What scares you the most about change?